Imagine a girl your age; she is a happy bubbly person; she does well in school; has a lot of friends and she is quite pretty. She seems to have it all; she has everything you want. But she is just like you. She is scared to fail her exams and crams for every test, but she's never happy with her score. She is insecure with her weight. She pressures herself so much she crys, and screams; she applys so much pressure to herself, along with the pressure from her parents. But she will never cry infront of anyone, because she does not want to look weak, she does not want to seem uncapical. She doesn't want people to know she is pressured and needs help.
Pressure can start from other people like your parents, teachers, employer, family and friends; but over time it will come from yourself. The pressure you put on yourself is the hardest, because nothing is good enough for you.
I have spent nights crying from the pressure I have put on myself for the big and the small things. I will admit I pressure myself all the time when I shouldn't. I break myself.
But now I know I don't need to because it doesn't make anything better. Everyone needs to challenge themself in life and do need a little bit of pressure. But no one should ever go to breaking point.
Just breathe. Tell yourself it's okay, there is no need to panic, you are unique, you have different talents and quality a to everyone else around you. No one is perfect. And no one can do everything.
I know this wasn't the happiest of post, and it may not interest you all, but this is just something I had to say.
I will be posting more soon (hopefully more happy/fun posts) so please come read, if you want, whatever floats your boat.
Bye chicks x
